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Monday, August 16, 2010

Its almost 5am I took an ambien so I better try to sleep
I had a terrible day Saturday so much that I took 2 ambien at once and 3 mg of clomazepam but I know better now just it so hard when noone understands you. Its just been a really rough week. I just want people to understand BPD and other MI and that it is heartbreaking and drains the life out of you. So goodnight I will post more info as I find it

2 comments:

Lisa said...

yes, it is draining. it's a 24/7 hour job to figure out what is going on in a bpd's brian ( such as my own ) and kudos to you for trying.

Stay strong!!!!
-lisa

Momof2girls1boy said...

ya seems that way doesnt it